Well dad your finally laid to rest with your mum…there has not been a day gone by where your not in my thoughts and there ain’t ever going to be a day when I don’t think about you! I miss you so bloody much all I want to do is see you and speak to you, I miss coming to stay with you on a Tuesday and a Thursday evening… I feel so empty inside and I feel extremely lost not having you to speak,visit,spend time with… people say life has to go on but I don’t quite see it like that as I’m finding it very hard as there is a big piece of me gone which I can never get back… I guess people deal with things differently in there own way and if I’m honest I don’t think I’m dealing with this very well! I would do anything just to have you back for one last chat 😢… I miss you so much, I love you dad xxx