Been to the cemetery today and changed the batteries in your lanterns dad and left your fathers day card and presents...my first fathers day without you...I really do miss you so much dad...what I would do to see or speak to you again...life just ain't the same without you in my life...tomorrow is going to be hard not being able to see or speak to you...I just want you to know I love you loads...you are always in my thoughts every single day...I appreciate every single thing you done for me in life dad...I love you lots...im plodding on in life but deep down i do hurt so very much still and the slightest thing can upset me when i think about you...💔😥💔😥💔xxx