Happy heavenly birthday dad,your first birthday without you here with us... I miss you so bloody much...not a day passes by when your not in my thoughts as your always in my thoughts and always on my mind...loosing you has been the hardest thing I have ever had to go through,I just want to see you and speak to you but I can't...went to the cemetery after work with mum and changed the batteries in your lanterns,cleaned headstone down and left your birthday cards and little presents...i hope you like them dad...then me and mum and Laura went to see a medium again tonight and you came through to us again which was nice...its nice to know your always looking over us...writing this breaks my heart...I miss you dad and I love you...until we meet again! I will also be thinking of you Monday as that will be your one year anniversary so you will be on my mind more so that day like you have today but your always on my mind...love you lots dad... love from us all...xxx